josephemil:

That right off that bat, you instantly clicked with? You find them attractive in so many ways and love talking to them, you think about them all the time and wonder if they’re thinking the same about you. It’s not like you get attached, but you just really enjoy their company, in person and even just over the phone. You saw something different in them and you can see them as someone special in your life if the circumstances call for it. That shit is nice.

(via doesnteverybodywanttofallinlove)

Do you really think that I wanted this to happen? You told me that you have a crush on me and that you didn’t want me to be awkward with you . I did exactly that, didn’t I? I still acted the same way I did before you confessed. But why are you acting like this? Telling me that what you did was nothing, that it didn’t matter to me and that I made you feel like crap? Srly??? How could you? Don’t you think how hard it is to act normal? Like how difficult it was to just forget and NOT be awkward. I like you, you’re the nicest and most adorable guy I’ve ever met. What you did during my birthday? THAT WAS THE SWEETEST. Didn’t I thank you enough? or Did you really think that it was nothing for me? You could’ve told me that you wanted something more in this friendship, that you wanted to be THAT GUY. But even so, I’m glad you didn’t. It’s not that I don’t like you, I swear, I do. It’s just that, I really like this guy. I mean, you know who he is, right? I kept telling people that our friendship was only platonic, IT WAS, but soon enough, as much as I was holding myself back, I fell… HARD. Idk, I didn’t tell him I like him, like what you did with me. I think it’s enough just being his friend, and I’m pretty sure even before I liked him that he liked this girl, but was too “Torpe” to confess. I’m sorry if you think I made you feel like crap, I didn’t mean to. I hope this would not tarnish our friendship. I still want to be your friend. You’re like a brother to me, that one I could tell everything, the one I could laugh with, the one I could be myself with. Thank you, and I’m really really sorry. :(

PS. Sorry for the lack of words. I’m not good at expressing myself.